"Miss me already kitten?" Kinn can hear Porsche giggle on the other line.

"huh? You wish..I didn't miss you..Just called.."

"Ho? Why the sudden call?"

"Uhmm.. What time will you be home today?" Porsche asked shyly.

"Hmm.. I guess early than usual. I wanted to spend this day with my lovely kitten tied up on my bed...What do you think Kitten..should we play fifty shades of grey today huh" Teased Kinn imagining a blushing Porsche.

"You...You.. " Porsche was stuttering on the other end of the call. Kinn was pretty sure Porsche might be red as a tomato now..

"You..You..What Kitten? " Kinn teased him again knowing Porsche is picking his words now.

"You..You are always doing this..You are so shameless, Kinn.. "Just get home early as you can I cooked your favourite..that's why I called you.."

Without any goodbyes, his Kitten hangs up the phone making Kinn chuckle..

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"Khun Kinn "

"Khun Kinn "

A sudden pat on his shoulder bought Kinn back to reality..Kinn turned to see Big is looking at him with wide eyes..

Kinn stared at Big making him flinch at those eyes, scary enough to give him the shivers. Being the stoic Body Guard he is he was still able to hide those fear and smoothly relay the reports.

Kinn stared at Big who flinched without any emotions. Once again he was lost in his memories with his love. His happy memories with Porsche made him alive for the past few months.

It's been two weeks now since Kinn came back from Rehabilitation Institute and ever since that day he is searching for the culprits who broke his relationship. Before he meets Porsche he had to make sure to send them to hell.

"Khun Kinn. We got them at our warehouse two. What do you want us to do?"

"None for now." Kinn coldly replies. "I will deal with them later.."

It was ten in the evening when they arrived at the warehouse. Everyone held their breaths as their boss walked inside. They can feel the fury emitting from their boss' presence. It was a hundred times more than before.

Kinn has already ordered the guards to call in the new guards to the warehouse who immediately complied.

Already new guards were stationed in the warehouse along with senior guards.

Kinn's eyes narrowed in the middle of the room where two men were tied and kneeled on the floor. They were former senior guards.

Kinn slowly approached them and the two men shook in fear.

Kinn stopped in front of them, eyes never leaving the two former guards. His eyes seem like they are digging up their souls. It was scary that the two chooses to just close their eyes..expecting their brutal fate..

There was another man on the floor and the former guards knew he was a new recruit who helped them. The new recruit was beaten up pretty badly and he was on the floor..

"Bang "

A clear shot between the former guards' eyes that were lying on the floor was visible and the other two men who were kneeling on the floor started to beg for mercy.

"Khun Kinn.. Please ..Have mercy.."

"It's not us..we swear..Khun Kinn..Please.."

The two alive men were begging for their lives ..too scared to see their partner's death.

In the warehouse, Kinn was holding a Gun and pointing at his former guards who betrayed his trust. How dare they..

Big was watching while observing his boss. This was the first time he felt so afraid. He can see the devil awakening from his boss's presence. How his boss's hands clenched as if controlling himself.

Big knew his boss didn't want to kill those bastards yet. He wanted them to feel the pain of losing someone. Big can't imagine what would happen next.

As well as Pol who stood at the back of his boss. He can see how his boss trembled controlling his urges but even if he can't see his boss' reaction, he can feel the strong presence of fury in his boss.

Pol looked around the warehouse and noticed the newly recruited guards were sweating see the Boss and Pol is well aware all the guards in here knew Khun Kinn is ruthless.

Kinn told Big to hold one of the former guards' legs. Then without further saying anything, fired at the kneecaps. He did the same to the other. Both men screamed begging him to spare them.

"What?!" Kinn asked.

"Please.... I beg you..." The man wailed.

"Where is Ken ?" Kinn nudged the gun on the man's forehead.

"Please.. please.. we don't know ..We don't know where he is ..we'll never do it again.." Another man pleaded.

"Of course, you'll not be able to do that again because you will never leave this place alive." Kinn then shot both men right on their shoulders. He wanted to kill them slowly until the men begged him to end their lives.

"NO SIR !! Please we did that because Ken gave us money..Please..We don't know where he is.." one of the former guards sobbed and begged but Kinn didn't even bother to look at him.

"Pol ..you know what to do..Make them talk..I want to know where Ken is.." Kinn roared.

"I beg you.. Just kill us already..Have Mercy..Kill us at once" One of the men pleaded again.

They knew what they will get is painful and they preferred to have a bullet in their brain than any of Khun Kinn's brutal punishments.

Kinn ignored the pleading as he clean his gun. " Big, do you know if my Porsche is with me today ..He is five months pregnant ?"

"...Khun Kinn?" Big looked at his Boss with pity. He trembled when Kinn stared at him with bloodshot eyes.

Kinn looked back at the former guards who are getting beaten up by other guards. His hand slipped inside his pocket and took out a small piece of paper. "Do you know this is the only thing I have reminded me of my Babies..As a father, I am very pitiful right?" Kinn chuckled but his eyes were filled with tears.

Tears of regret..

He raised the small paper and saw an ultrasound picture. "Hehe." Kinn laughed and took a deep breath brushing his black hair backwards. "Eight weeks. Can you believe that Big, Pol? My Porsche was fucking eight weeks pregnant..And these picture is the only thing left for me "

These guards took his love and his children away from him. If they didn't give a false report on that day. Kinn would never do that kind of thing to Porsche. The whole scene could be changed.

Kinn did not have any mercy, not after Porsche had walked out of his life. More like, when he had pushed the pretty actor out of his life.

It was his own fault and his own inability to communicate with his love that had driven them apart and now he had to deal with the consequences.

Porsche had been the person to keep Kinn on somewhat humane ground. Porsche made Kinn to see the light in his dark life..

Kinn, who once thought there is no love in the world fell madly in love with his pretty actor but he was unable to protect his lover or his children..

Ever since Porsche walked out of his life, Kinn who never bothered about betrayers in his business started to vent his anger on them.

Earlier he used to put a bullet on their head but these days he found a new way to release his anger and frustrations.

If his competitors and people who did business with him got cocky and they messed with his business, punishment would be met. Either in a dumpster or in harsher cases, at the bottom of the sea. Sometimes, Kinn felt like getting creative..

"Dump them at the park later and this will be a lesson for those who dare to go against the Theerapanyakul family..The Sea will get too full at this rate" the Theerapanyakul heir said as he polished his gun with a handkerchief before putting it away in his holster strapped against his ribs.

Kinn saw how the guards gulped in fear and some new recruits are about to faint..he smirked..The guards should know better before they choose to betray his family..

Kinn left the warehouse leaving the shivering guards behind and Big follows his as usual and Pol continued the punishment as he was ordered.

" Big, What about Yok and Pond? " Kinn questioned.

"Khun Korn advised us not to approach them, Sir "

Kinn snorted. There was not anyone in his life that Kinn had ever wanted to shoot so much. He was mad at Yok and Pond..They took his love and hide him somewhere..How easy it would be to just put a bullet in between their eyes.

But then it would be too much trouble to deal with his father. Kinn doubted he would ever get away with murdering Yok or Pond. Kinn was pretty sure his mother will fry his brain.

"Khun Kinn..Where would you like to go ?" Big opened the vehicle door for Kinn and get in the driving seat expecting an answer. But Kinn was quiet. He doesn't know where to go..

"I want to go home..our home.." Kinn finally said and he received a nod from Big.. Big knew where his boss mentioned.

The mansion, Khun Kinn stayed with Porsche is what he is calling home and obviously, his boss didn't stay or visited the mansion ever since he came back from the rehabilitation institute.

Obviously, Kinn hadn't. Without Porsche there, it was too big, too empty and too cold.

When he reached the Mansion Kinn directly went to the master bedroom where they spend time. The bed is not the same and everything was maintained well. But the pretty actor is nowhere to be found. His laugh his voice is not there any more..

The bed ..The bed which was covered with his lover's blood is now covered with expensive sheets.. Bloody paddles were cleaned up from white tiles.. The longer Kinn stayed there, the worse his mood got.

Kinn broke down, kneeling on the ground shoulder's shaking rigorously. "My... my Porshe was carrying my children, our children."

He remembered what he did to Porsche that day..He hurt his lover and he hurt his children..He is a sinner..The same bed they made love and cuddles bore the evidence of his abuse..

Kinn wept for his sins and In his hand, he held the most precious gift Porsche left him. The ultrasound image of his 8 weeks unborn children.