"My God ..What have I done? Mom..I ..I ..Why ? " 

Kinn was on the floor crying his heart out while grabbing his own hair.

There were many who had wanted to see Kinn Theerapanyakul fall to his knees and cry, but nobody saw him in that state. Even though Kinn got hurt by Thawan, Kinn locked himself in his room without letting anyone see his suffering and crying alone and at the end of the time Kinn became a cold-hearted Person.

But Since Porsche left Kinn everything changed. Kinn Screamed, Cried, Begged he never cared who is around him. Porsche managed to pull out the sensitive personality hidden beneath the cold-hearted Person.

Step by Step Pond revealed the bitter truth about Porsche's Past.No body could believe the cheerful bubbly actor has a dark past. All the occupants in the room had teary eyes when Pond explained the incidents he witnessed ever since Pond saw Porsche as a waiter in his teen days.

Pond explained how his father forced Porsche to leave the school and be an actor to earn money. How Porsche got beaten up by his own father even without any fault.

The physical and Verbal abuse Porsche had to endure. The Pay Cheque Pond deposit every month, everything got revealed making Kinn's heart pain worse.

Porsche's friends couldn't believe what they heard..Porsche portrays himself with a cheerful attitude without letting anyone doubt his bitter life. But now they can understand a cheerful personality is just a mask to hide his suffering.

Tong now understands why he didn't have any idea about Porche's family, even after all these years..no body who works with Porsche knows about his family background. Porsche successfully avoid or change the subject whenever someone questioned his family; Porsche is indeed an excellent actor.

Porsche put up a facade to hide his Pain and suffering..Tong felt disappointed in himself. Even after working with Porsche all these years. he couldn't find out anything. He has noticed the pinpoint signs of the abuse.

There were times Tong noticed purple marks on Porsche and when questioned Porsche avoid or accused the Action director of giving difficult action scenes to him which made him bruised. Porsche was an excellent actor and there was no room for any doubts.

All of Porsche's friends were sitting on the sofa quietly. Build sniffed..On the other hand, Kinn was crying in his brother's arms. The whole room was grieving after hearing about the bubbly actor's bitter past.

"Talk to your father Po..I want to meet him, after all, I have to ask permission to marry you.."Kinn remembered one time he told Porsche and that face told him exactly how the actor felt. Was it Scared? Guilt? Sadness?  What was exactly the feeling that moment Porsche might have felt?

Kinn grabbed his own hair when he remembered how Porsche looked at him when he dragged him to the room. Kinn blindly trusts Ken and accused the pure soul of not being loyal. That day also Porsche's face showed everything.

Sadness, Unworthy, heartbroken, confused and Scared...Kinn was pretty sure that was the feelings shown on his little actor's face. Even after seeing those expressions, Kinn chose to ignore them and Punish his innocent lover.

Kinn was scared. He was scared at the beginning of his relationship with Porsche. Instead of putting aside his fear, and talking to the Pretty Actor, Kinn had remained stubborn, which led to both of them getting hurt. 

He forgot that Communication is the Key to a healthy relationship rule. Now he had to suffer the consequences of his action.

Kinn abused and torture the Pure soul. Even after all the Pain, the pretty Actor suffered. The Actor gave him love and his heart on a silver platter. Kinn hadn't known what kind of treasure he had been handed until he had crushed it in his hands because he hadn't taken notice of it. It had been so small and fragile, too fragile for Kinn's hands to hold.

But he had held it, Porsche's heart and Love. The worst was, he had never even known since when. Kinn was too obsessive with keeping him around. At first, he didn't want to fall in love. He just wanted to have sex.

And now here he was, unaware that he had had everything, only to push it away and be left with nothing. His Mother would probably beat him if he knew the things Kinn had done to Porsche. But nothing his Mom would do could make KInn feel worse than remembering Porsche's face as he left.

 And it was he himself who had placed those feelings there because he had never bothered to really talk to the Actor. He had never really dared to look at Porsche's feelings, afraid that he might find rejection there.

"How could you sell him to a Monster? even knowing Porsche's past...How could you make up your mind to sell him to a Rapist? You saw how he abused Porsche..how could you? " 

Bible stood up. He couldn't bare what he heard of Porsche. He had a crush on the gentle actor..It was an innocent one-sided love. At first, he tried his best to save Porsche from Kinn but since Porsche told him that he is in love with kinn and planning to get married soon Bible chose to hide his love for the pretty guy. bible genuinely felt happy for Porsche.

But Now hearing his past, Bible couldn't stay silently anymore. If he knew this information before he would hide Porsche somewhere far away. 

"I..I.." Pond was speechless. Out of nowhere, Bible questioned him making him speechless. There was no answer to the auction as there were times Pond asked that question by himself. And still, he couldn't find an answer, all he could say is he is selfish.

Pond looked down with embarrassment. What he did is wrong he knew that and he felt ashamed to look at anyone so he chose to look at the floor..

"You - " Bible walked a few steps pointing at Pond but he was cut off by Crystal.

" Child...I think You and Build would leave now...But soon we need your help. I hope you will help us" said Crystal gave a signal to Mai.

"I will do anything for Porsche.." Bible said with determination. But before he says anything else a lady bodyguard held his arm gently guiding him out of the room. He tried to protest. He wanted to stay but Crystal wanted them to leave. Build was also guided to leave the room but Tong was not allowed to leave the room.

Tong stood up along with Build when a guard guided Build toward the door. But as soon as Tong stood up Crystal's hand gestured him to sit. Tong badly wanted to leave the room as he has a secret to protect but this lady is scaring him.

"So..Pond..you can continue the rest.." Crystal's said.

"That's all Maam .." Pond was panting..he spoke fast due to fear. But he was careful not to reveal Porsche's pregnancy. Everyone thinks Porsche aborts them and it's better to keep it as it is. After all, he promised Porsche to keep it a secret.

"Is that All? "

"Yes...Maam.As Porsche requested, I dropped him near the Apartment .since that day I never heard from him.."

"I guess you forgot some things..Are you sure you said everything you Know.."

Crystal's eyes narrowed at Pond. The gaze made Pond tremble. Why is this Theerapanyakul family terrorizing him still unknown to Pond?

" You can't force us like this Maam..Khun Korn prohibited - "

"Pond !! Theerapanyakul Family Men never go against their wives' word. We might stay behind them and let them lead the family but our words are final. Even Your Khun Korn never dare to go against my word. I am the Alpha bitch in this family..."

Crystal's authoritative tone and stern voice made a chill run through Pond. He felt his knees tremble. Yok hid behind Pond trying to protect himself. They never thought this woman is this much scary. Tong gulped in fear. He tried his best to avoid this woman's gaze.

"I am so..sorry Maam.." Pond stutters.

"It's ok Pond. Oh dear..did I scare you..Our Family men are the bosses in their business but we are their bosses..Am I right Sweety.." Crystal nudged the smirking Arm who was sitting next to her and Arm nodded to confirm her words.

"tell them Khun ..Who is your boss? " Arm questioned his husband who was standing with Kinn. Both of them were looking at Arm with open mouths. Arm raised an eyebrow challenging Thankhun.

"It's You, My Love! " Thankhun replied with a smile but the fear was evident in his eyes. But only Kinn was able to detect the fear in his brothers' eyes. After all, they were mastered to not show emotions.

Kinn squeezed his brother's hand, a kind gesture to show his support as he knew What will happen if Thankhun goes against Arm's words. Arm is hell-bent on following their Mom's punishment. Kinn still remembers how his brother whined and begged Kinn to talk to Arm behalf of him. All because of No Sex for Month Punishment..

"What to do Pond..We have to be strict on our Men..Ok..Ok..enough of this little chit-chat..Now Pond doesn't want to tell me more..So how about you Tong..Don't you have anything to tell me, Tong? " 

The cheerful voice is back again and the stern authoritative lady vanished into thin Air. Tong gulped in fear without knowing what to say. Khun Crystal sounds cheerful and her gesture is calm but her eyes tell otherwise. Her Gaze made Tong shiver..

" I ..I .." Tong stutters. His eyes ran around the room. Everyone's eyes are on him. Khun Kinn is looking at him..

"Oh god..I guess they forgot some things..Arm! Sweety show the Pictures. Maybe Pictures might remind them of something.. " Crystal rolled her eyes when Tong stuttered. 

When Arm got Crystal's order he did something with his Ipad and the huge Screen on the wall came to alive showing the Pictures making Kinn's breath hitch.

Kinn's world stopped!

He can't Breath!

He wants to Breath!

But he couldn't. Rage took over him. 

Chairs and tables were destroyed, countless bottles of expensive alcohol smashed against the walls, and shards covered the floor where the chandeliers and the glasses in front of the broken mirror had shattered. The Minibar chairs had been flung through the room.

His white pants and blazer were spotted with red dots, blood that had splattered off his hands that had gotten cut up. His anger outburst had taken the edge of the darkness gnawing at his mind, but there was no way in hell he was calm enough to listen to his brother's words.

Crystal sat in the same place with Arm calmly looking at her secondborn destroying the luxury room. Tong, Pond and Yok hid behind the guards who were positioned on alert but didn't move to stop Kinn.

Only Thankhun was there shouting for Kinn to stop but didn't move a muscle to stop Kinn. After all, It is better to vent the anger other than bottling in.

Finally, Kinn looked around himself, taking in the damage his temper had caused the Room.

"Porsche! How dare you? You just wait... I am coming for you " Kinn roared with red eyes.