Porsche was trembling..

This cant be happening. Why ? Why Now ?

"No. No. No. No." Porsche whispered to himself, backing away from Kinn who stood with all his glory.

Why is he here ? Kinn is here for Babies. His Babies, Porsche took careful steps backward from Kinn. Porsche's hands wrapped around his swollen belly trying to keep his babies safe from Kinn.

Porsche does not want Kinn here.. He thought he could escape from Kinn but he has failed.

Porsche saw how Kinn' s eyes roam around him and fixed on his belly making him uncomfortable.

For a moment, the two men just stare at each other. There is a strange look in Kinn's eyes. His eyes seemed to be in pain. However, they quickly hardened as he moved to give Porsche a harsh and dominating kiss that leaves him breathless.

His hands are warm as he pulled Porsche closer but careful with his swollen belly. The hands roam around Porsche's back  which makes Porsche's arch his back and whine and whimper.

Porsche missed this touch and this dominant man's presence but as soon as the hands which roam on his back started to come closer to Porsche's swollen belly ,everything clicked and Porsche struggled on the strong hold.

The same hands which touched him lovingly abused him the most cruel way.. He hasn't been reborn to forget what happened few months ago. Porsche struggled harder as he can to escape from Kinn's strong hold.

Kinn pulls back with a devious smile. For a moment Porsche thought he was going to fall in love with him again until his babies started to kick him reminding their presence. Finally , Kinn loosened his hold and Porsche took steps backward creating distance between them.

"What do you want Kinn ? " Porsche tried to sound brave but failed miserably.

"You.." Kinn didn't even blink when he is answering and his gaze  still fixed on Porsche's belly. Kinn took a step forward making Porsche flinch on his approach.

Porsche was scared. He knew Kinn couldn't control his anger and today he is not ready to take any blows. For god sake he is six months pregnant and he cant take any hits , he is too weak for that and it would be fatal for his babies if Kinn start to hit him.

The look of fear on Porsche's face both aroused Kinn and made him guilty. Porsche was shaking against the wall with his hands balled in his shirt.

Kinn badly wants to hold his love closer to his heart and feel their babies.. But with every steps he is taking forward Porsche is going backwards and his love is trembling. Kinn never meant to scare his love.

But seeing how hard Porsche is trying to go far from him and trying is best to cover his belly made Kinn angry. Porsche is still trying to hide his babies from him.

Kinn tried to hold Porsche's hand making Porsche yelp..

"Stay away from me.." Porsche stutters backing away from Kinn making him furious..

"Not anymore Kitten.. I am here to take you and my Babies.. You are coming with me now. You better come with me quietly as you should know by now what I can do if you refuse me " Kinn warned him quietly making Porsche's eyes widened. The fearful, teary-eyed hazel gaze dropped to the floor thinking consequence if he refused.

Kinn knew it was unnecessary of threatening Porsche making him more scared of his situation., but he needed to take care of the precautions. He was not taking any chances of Porsche thinking he could escape from Kinn.

Porsche saw Kinn move closer to him and he flinched. Porsche could not control his flinch. He first thought that Kinn was going to hit him. He could see Kinn 's frown as he pulled out his phone. Why was he like this? Were the hormones affecting his brain already? 

Kinn shifted to his side to rummage through his pocket but even with the distance Porsche still flinches. Kinn suddenly felt a deep sense of disappointment. Whether at himself or Porsche, Kinn could not tell. Kinn wanted to blame Porsche but he knew that this was all his fault. 

They were happy. Porsche was happy. Kinn was happy. Everything happened because he couldn't control his anger and no matter how guilty he is now it doesn't matter. What he would do to see Porsche smile sincerely again. 

Kinn was looking at Porsche who was crying silently. Kinn felt Porsche is thinking ways to escape from here, from him. 

Porsche indeed was thinking about ways to escape from Kinn's clutches. He will do anything to escape this. Porsche cant go with Kinn.. Everything will be ruined if he go with him. Porsche can't be selfish and think only about him.

"I don't car-" Porsche starts as he got interrupted by Kinn putting his hands where his children's kicking. Ever since he saw Kinn the babies started to Kick more harder than usual as if they felt their father's presence.

Kinn smiled.. The feeling of his babies kicks is something he is never going to forget. He enjoyed the moment till Porsche slapped his hand away..

"Don't touch me.." Porsche shouted at Kinn. After all this months Kinn wont get to touch him or his babies.. Porsche witnessed how Kinn's smile vanished and Kinn grit his teeth.

Kinn tried his best to control his anger he doesn't want to let his anger to control his action as he know he would definitely do something he will regret.

Kinn took a deep breath and exhale, trying to control his anger and reminding his Mom's advice. He still remember how she warned him " if you mess this up , Kinn. You are dead meat."

"Baby.. Po.. My Kitten.. come with me.. lets go from here.. Okay.." Kinn spoke gently trying to convince Porsche to come with him and he slowly reached to  hold Porsche but got ignored.

"You don't understand Kinn.. I don't want to come with you.." Porsche only could whisper. what else should he say.. He can't and he had reasons which Kinn would never understand.

"Please Po.. I am changed now. I can look after you and our babies. Please come with me.."

"No.. I cant Kinn.. Please leave.."

Kinn tried his best to convince Porsche to come with him. He spoke gently. Changing his tactic to get Porsche. He has to be careful with his actions, Porsche is not alone he is carrying two precious treasures inside him.

Kinn had to leave this place before Rita arrive. He made sure to make diversion before he comes here but Porsche keep rejecting him no matter how much he begged.

Kinn was on the edge of losing his control as the conversation went on. While Kinn begged Porsche to come with him Porsche keep rejecting his offer.

"Then what..do you want to stay here..in this dirty place.. look around you Porsche.. Look how dirty this place is.. what are you going to do.. stay here forever washing dirty dishes.. Look at yourself..i doubt you even had enough nutrients for our babies.." Kinn shouted..

Kinn had enough of this conversation. He made Porsche look around his surrounding. Piled up dirty dishes were everywhere in this dingy place. The stinky place didn't even had enough lightning. 

Porsche doesn't look good either.. Except for the larger belly, Porsche had much thinner limbs. And his sunken eyes proven how tired he is. Porsche suppose to get rest but instead he is washing dirty dishes here.

"Just leave Kinn.. Leave me alone.." Porsche sound tired and Porsche felt like he is about to faint with all this arguments. He just want Kinn to leave. His situation has already messed up, Porsche doesn't want it to be more worse.

"F*ck it.. Enough of this shitty talk.." Kinn had enough of tis never ending conversation and its time for action.. Kinn pressed his phone to his ear "  Bring the vehicle.. I am taking him" Kinn ordered.

"Kinn..What - " 

"Be quiet for a bit. Porsche."

"You bastard.. How dare you ask me to quiet.." Porsche was silently crying a second ago and now he is shivering with anger all thanks to his hormones..

"You have become a feisty Kitten.." Kinn comments seeing how angry Porsche got easily and he knew about this kind of mood swings thanks to the books he read about Male Pregnancy.

"Come..lets go.."

"No.. Never.."

"Don't you want to see Sophia ?  " Kinn asked and the sentence was enough to make Porsche paused.

Kinn clamps hands firmly on Porsche's upper arms, guiding him forward to the exit but Porsche starts to struggle, trying to shrug the man off so he can just walk away once more. 

"What have you done to Sophia?" All the anger he felt towards his former lover is beginning to overwrite the initial shock as he worry about his Co-worker. Sophia was the only one who shows kindness toward him and if something happened to her because of him, Porsche would never be able to forgive himself.

"Come with me Po.."

As the entire tidal wave of hurt, anger, humiliation, heart ache and self recrimination Porsche had felt over the past few months comes back washing over him, it leaves the young man feeling cold, raw - and furious.

'Why?'

'Why does Kinn has to appear suddenly like this and turn his life more worse than it is now?'

'After I, suffered all these months..?...

'Why?'

'Does he even know what he did to me?'

'Or care?'

'Why is everything so god damn easy for this selfish man?!'

"He is here for the babies..not for him.." 

Porsche pushes against Kinn butting his shoulder into the mans torso to try and cause enough damage to have him loosen his grip as Porsche grows so much more frustrated with this whole fucked up situation. It's going just how it always does -

No matter how pregnant he is..he cant let Kinn drag him out of here.. Kinn doesnt know the consequence he will suffer later!

"Leave me.. Fuck you Kinn! I am not coming with you! I'm not your toy to mess around- don't order me around! Don't you dare tell me to be quiet when you're the one that's butted himself into my life again! Why are you even here? you are here for my Babies. They are mine !! Shit - leave me alo-!"

"Po !!. I promise we'll talk properly in the car OK - stop making a fuss now and please mind your language. I don't want my children to hear you curse.."

"Or what ? Earlier you also cursed.. You can curse and I can't..huh..F*uck you !! " 

Porsche struggles even more, with the swollen belly he cant do much but he was fighter. He struggled harder as he can. But Kinn didn't even budge. Kinn is far more stronger than the pretty man and he carefully manhandle Porsche to the vehicle parked outside.

"Don't make it harder for me Baby.. Lets go.. common.." Kinn tried his best to speak to Porsche but he was not convinced.

Meanwhile though, in Porsche's head, the mere thought of being in a confined space with Kinn is much too much and he struggles harder now, trying to free himself with cries of "no!" And "I won't!."

Kinn is forced to stop walking then, as he tries to sooth Porsche with soft words even as physically he looses grip on one of Porsche's arms. He cant manhandle Porsche as he does in past. Have to be very careful with the swollen belly and all Porsche's struggles made him worry.

The scared young man pushes at Kinn in his exhausted state though not making him even move an inch, and enraged, Porsche blindly starts to hit out now, scratching and slapping the taller man anywhere he can reach with his free arm , all the while screaming...

"I WON'T! I won't go with you! you don't know anything! Why didn't you just let me go Kinn?! Why did you come after me?! They will kill me! - God, just LET ME GO KINN! - LET ME, GO!"

That desperate, echoing plea breaks something within Kinn and the man looks visibly pained as he strikes out his free arm once more, clutching onto his pretty actor's arms much tighter than before to forcefully hold his Porsche closer to himself, tight enough to bruise. 

Kinn had to be careful with the babies. Kinn felt if he kept on this slow pace Porsche is struggling more which can harm Porsche and their babies. Kinn held Porsche more tighter restraining Porsche's struggles .He's unaware of his own actions though and he misses completely how the actor winces in pain as they continue, faster now, to march steadily forward to the car.

"I won't Porsche, I won't ever let you get away from me! Trust me , I wont let anybody hurt you.."

Kinn quickens his pace even more as the pair reach the end near the Vehicle , making Porsche stumble slightly  and unknown to him, Kinn nods urgently ahead to Big who is stood over by the Vehicle and the man stoops down to collect something from the car doors secret compartment.

As Porsche regains his footing and glances up to the sight of the familiar guards waiting by the vehicle, he sees a grim looking Big straighten up after retrieving something from the car and the man appears to be holding something...

- a cloth, and a bottle of -

"Wha-?! No! NO!"

Porsche panics more now and starts to kick out as he struggles wildly again, Wildly as far his body allow him to move with big belly. As close as they get closer to the vehicle  Porsche screamed louder..His body felt too heavy to move..

They were at the ally behind the restaurant and not a single living soul is there to help Porsche. With all this screaming not a single person is there for him. Porsche look around only to see the ally is surrounded by the Theerapanyakul guards to lose his hopes.

"NO Kinn! No! Fu*k! - NO! PLEASE! They will Kill me..My Babies..My Brother..They..They..Please..NO.."

"I wont let anybody hurt you or my babies Po..You are my Life.." Kinn whispered to the crying man in his arms.

The men reach Big though regardless of Porsche's most desperate struggles, and increasingly desperate and alarming pleas - due to Kinn's iron grip on his biceps and Big being the one to administer the chloroform.

They bought chloroform in case of emergency and of course with the medical supervision. Kinn wasn't ready to risk the safety of his love and his heirs.

Some guards step forward to help but didn't dare to touch their Boss's lover without his permission. With a glare from Kinn the guards paused without daring to come more closer to them.

Porsche continues for some time, to thrash like a fierce wild animal cornered by poachers. He clutched his swollen belly tightly fearing he might harm his babies from all the thrashing.

But Kinn already had his one arm wrapped around the belly tighter ,protecting his babies from Porsche's thrashing limbs.

The whites of Porsche's eyes seemed to have devoured his irises and pupils completely as his eyes grow impossibly wide with fear. And all the while he's shouting, swearing, pleading and whimpering for the men to stop.

Big presses the white cloth firmly over Porsche's nose and mouth as a sturdy hand keeps the actor's head from jerking away, Kinn holds his pretty actor upright and swollen belly protected with movements ,still even as he feels a strong sense remorse at what is happening. 

And as a struggling Porsche  tries with all his might to throw him off, which he failed miserably. Porsche's eyes blink erratically and he tries his best to hold his breath, even as tears start to leak from the corners as he tries to cling to consciousness, his life, for as long as possible.

Unfortunately though, eventually he has to breathe and after a long struggle, Porsche takes an unwilling but much needed inhale and begins to pass out, tears still flowing as his eyes flicker shut and he catches Kinn's sorrowed expression just before he blacks out into the mans awaiting arms...